Am I All Alone?

Sometimes you think you belong to a group of friends, you think you matter and they care about you... but....

You find out later what a fool you're.... you probably mean nothing to them...maybe at some point you did, but not any more..

what a shame, I really loved them and thought of them as life time friends.

Where was I wrong? I really don't know.

I am all alone, I guess.

PAUSE

There are times when you stop the rush of your time... just a moment to contemplate your life... it's like pushing the "PAUSE" botton in a recorder to see were you're standing. You start wondering then, where are mu beloved ones? Why there is a time wasted without spending it with them? Where are my friends? Why are the ones that I thought would be my soulmates not around me? Life do have a bitter sense of humor.

I guess I am all alone, but life goes on.